Friday, February 24, 2006
Argh!!!! How bad can it get...
Hmm today started off pretty well so to say...got out in time to reach sch early to mit my tutor to check on my texts, soon to realise that he was goin off so cant check them (mini argh 1). So had alot of time to kill b4 miting groupmates for proj discussion & lunch at 2 (was starving but had to wait for them to come 1st), after having lunch we headed straight to mit our proj interviewee. Upon reaching our location, she was so shy that even after much persuasion she only broke out in tears (which was bad as we needed her responses in the whole interview)[mini argh 2]. We tried all ways and means to connect and finally made it to convince her to listen to us story tell (by asking one of her frenz to join in), luckily she was still responsive to us and seems to have enjoyed the story.
hehe next on my already bz agenda for the day was to go for tuition...had to rush down so as to not get a penalty...took a cabbie to the destination rushed to the blk only to have to struggle wif the lift button (condo security argh again) till a nice lady helped me to the 10th storey and walked down to 9th storey hahahaha to my horror when i knocked on the door the mother of my tutee came to tell me i made a mistake and that another tutor was already inside teaching and that was her 2nd lesson....(major arrrrgggghhh!!!!!) i was so sad and worse of all she had to double check with her hubby she left me outside the door like a stupid fool...then upon calling the agent they saud there was a miscomm therefore i wasted my time, money and effort to rush there....(that was it the final blow....) spoilt my whole day planning i cud have stay behind to fin up my proj discussion or catch my movie earlier now neither here nor there... very pissed off...i have to mit my groupmates again tmr and really haven done anything this week.... How bad can it get....argggghhh! Juz hope tmr i wake up on the rite side....
hehe next on my already bz agenda for the day was to go for tuition...had to rush down so as to not get a penalty...took a cabbie to the destination rushed to the blk only to have to struggle wif the lift button (condo security argh again) till a nice lady helped me to the 10th storey and walked down to 9th storey hahahaha to my horror when i knocked on the door the mother of my tutee came to tell me i made a mistake and that another tutor was already inside teaching and that was her 2nd lesson....(major arrrrgggghhh!!!!!) i was so sad and worse of all she had to double check with her hubby she left me outside the door like a stupid fool...then upon calling the agent they saud there was a miscomm therefore i wasted my time, money and effort to rush there....(that was it the final blow....) spoilt my whole day planning i cud have stay behind to fin up my proj discussion or catch my movie earlier now neither here nor there... very pissed off...i have to mit my groupmates again tmr and really haven done anything this week.... How bad can it get....argggghhh! Juz hope tmr i wake up on the rite side....
12:39 am
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
A Happy Surprise
Had a happy surprise yesterday...hee recieved a call from a tuition agency hehe (waiting and praying for a long long time) gave me a tutee (p1) hehe the best level I could ever ask for as i had experience with little ones and i am good at the subjects that are to be taught, the best surprise was the pay hee its relatively high for p1 level which is great...
Quite a happy 2 days, got to buy children's books from a nice bookstore at The Book Cove.They have a wonderful selection of children's books though i little pricey for some, but i guess given that quality the price is okay...It's such a joy goin through children's books and shopping for them, haha i better learn to like it as that gonna be on my agenda every mth to spend some part of my salary each month to add on to my collection...
Quite a happy 2 days, got to buy children's books from a nice bookstore at The Book Cove.They have a wonderful selection of children's books though i little pricey for some, but i guess given that quality the price is okay...It's such a joy goin through children's books and shopping for them, haha i better learn to like it as that gonna be on my agenda every mth to spend some part of my salary each month to add on to my collection...
12:59 pm
Monday, February 20, 2006
~the day I duno wat i did was rite or wrong~
I have thought about it over and over, through and through discussed it wif different pple to get their idea and their opinion so as to have an objective and fair view. Whatever i did is cruel and heart wrenching nt only for the parties involved but includin the pple ard. But no matter to whom i spoke to they only supported my decision, it maybe somewhat selfish but my main and first intentions were not for myself but for the parties involved. After enforcing what we tot, i felt so bad i duno whatever i did was rite or wrong...Can someone tell me... I am confused and tired and full of problems of my own to worry about...I am sorry to the parties involved but wat gotta be done gottta be done...I can only hope what i did is the best for them...
11:02 pm
